21 January 2014

The Dilemma of Being Away

I used to dream big things for myself. It was like a dream come true when I was sent here to work in this other side of the world. As months went on, I realized one thing --- life here is totally different and I miss my family big time! Being the optimistic person that I am, I am trying so hard to combat homesickness and the thought of being away. I go out, I eat a lot out, or hang out with friends. However, I just can't get to hide it when I began to retire for sleep. Endless thoughts of home came flashing on my mind. That usually becomes a temporary thought til I doze off to sleep. It entirely is like a routine for me. Happiness and Homesickness has been a part of my everyday routine. Yet, I am still fighting for the latter. Yes, still fighting! I am just treating homesickness as a normal occurrence. Hence, I still am fighting against it.