26 July 2009

Ambivalence

Lately, I got these feelings with mixed emotions. I feel hopeful about a newly-developed friendship. I get to savor every moment of it and I am happy experiencing it. However, I also am scared - scared to lose it right away without me knowing it. What if the instant communication we had would be filled with gaps or would be lost? What if the person never wants to communicate with me again? What if the person never likes to stay in touch with me again? How can I be so sure that the person will always be around? Tsk Tsk Tsk. I never even knew how far could we get into this friendship. I am just keeping my fingers crossed. If the person is meant to be for me, then let fate take its course in it.

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