"I remember the boy but I don't remember the feeling anymore."
Yup. Been over that useless feeling I embraced myself with a few years back. Trying to dissect that thought again, I realized it was entirely useless because it was just effortless. I used to silently hope but it's a blessing that I didn't hope that much. Now, recalling those just gives me a smile not ever wanting to stumble into that useless situation again.
I have my own life now since I got back from my senses. You have yours too.Leave me in my own world while you be man enough to responsibly take care of yours.
Still I'd be thankful though.