02 December 2008

Ambivalent Feelings

Ambivalence. That's how I could describe my feelings lately at work. I am happy for sound reasons but at the same time I am sad. I am happy cos I still am able to care and at least share a single part of me to those who needs me. However, half of me seems to be sad for some reasons. It makes me sad at times when patience seems to be running out of me. My conscience often dictates me whenever am at the brink of being impatient. However, this can be remedied right away when I tend to cool down. The saddest part? I just have this negative energy at times whenever I am being indirectly scorned upon for some minor stuffs when after all I did my very best to it. **sighs**

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